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04:14am 19/12/2007
 
mood: sleepy
that i finally ~~~ need a new lj >>; one w/ less bullshit and stuff so w/o further ado my new lj


[info]ducksareafterme
 add me <33
 
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UPPDATTEEE of doommm!!!   
01:37am 06/11/2007
 
mood: amused
music: Smile-Lily allen
so ya i def. forgot this thing exsited XDXD but small update on whats been happening

Maddi is stil single @_@
Awa was incredible it was awesome seeing people agian that i havent seen since before NY and longer....I was actually ina bondage panal.....that was odd..i'll put links at the bottom of the page....but OMG there was this Ginonormously hugeee FF8 group <3 all cuties in my opinion ^_~ heehee hung out w/ them alot and Danny and Laura.....<3 that was pretty kickass....sadly didnt see lauren or whittney that much.....

_fast forward_

So ya speaking of the FF8 Group the list was

Laguna-Andy
Squall-Gray
Cid-Alex
Rinoa-Eve
Selphie-Bur
Male Quisty-Drake
Male Rinoa-Arie
Irvine-Mitch
Ward-Tony

they all rock my world and the majority minus Drake and arie live in SC so i decided to grab elyse and go up there ^_^<3 we grabbed bur too cause she lives in Greenville....i think i cant quite remember... and the rest live in charleston....so ya we went there for an epic photo shoot ^_^ it was great and i got to see andy agian <3 haha but ya i was so surprised everyone but gray liek picked me up and swung me around of the charleston crew....but it was great and fun times.....w/ wonderful inside jokes ^___^v

_fast forward-

I got FIREDDDD! >< shitty=yesh >< so ya im jobless and live w/ my mother agian >< ickkkyyy.....and i found out that my buddy macias leaves for basic training in like 2 days>< and Good news.....

BEN COMES HOME!!!!!


sorry that makes me way too uber happy....^_^ haha i cant wait to see him hes been in iraq for over a year now @___@

oh and in more recent news in 4 days span 2 diff cute guys asked for my number XDXD that made me happy XD heehee although ones a bit creepy .....


and i decide dim content being single

i miss my aaron liek you wouldnt beileve
I'm enjoying the attetion>>"
i do honestly like andy like to much for my brains own good.....
and
I will admit i lust after a few people....that'll never happen though XD
....
and I just want ben home >///<
and im tired of friends getting jealous of me flirting w/ guys
If im not dating you dont get to jealous ><
but ya thats pretty much my life.....

Boring as usual ....Oh new celly #
...well ask and you shall recive .....

I think im going to paly some RO smoke a ciggy and relax <3 Luff you all <3
 
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02:01am 28/08/2007
 
mood: amused
^_^ im home ^_^

yes thats right im staying in GA for a bit ^_^ nyah and i have a kinda guy in mind check out the myspace for pctures of the ren fest ^^
 
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Sterling renissance festival update ^0^   
02:46pm 26/07/2007
 
mood: amused
music: sweet child of mine
hey everyone ^^ i thought i would give you an update on my life. Im in Oswego NY currently and its beautiful up here really its amazing!!! for the months ive been here i've met some truly amazing people and stuff lol ^_^ i met a guyy who treats me amazingly ^^" his name is matty lol i was so suprised whne he told me ^^" it was quite humorous ^^" he opens doors for me and stuff and now that i have money (shocking huh?) i spoil him *he complains throught the spoiling thoguh ^^") it just a lot of fun. I like working for Ray annd he is okaying me traveling with his crew ^^ whichis pretty damn exciting ^^ but on the times when he has no work for me i'll be in FL working at his home at theblue moon ^^" yardwork and paperwork and stuff ....as much as i miss all of my friends i love this life ^^ its awesome lol i feel so at home ^__^ one of the only things i dont' like is when i leave here i gotta leave matty behind.....hes become so special and impotantant to me ^^" *please excuse the typos my moniter is being all weird@___@ ) but ya .....its a bit heartbreaking.....I'll be hoe in Dec for Christmasand stuff and i'll try to keep updated as much as humanly possible.....>> btw oswego tea company is truly awesome!!! haha thats where i use the internet ^^""" but ya this weekend i get a raise *+its pirate weekend* i've turned into a pirate ^"""" haha so i'll be getting a better and new laptop ^^ woooottt haha i gotta run i'll u[date when i can


<3 Love <3 Maddi ^_^
 
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10:36am 07/06/2007
 
mood: ecstatic
*squeeeee*
*squeeeessssssssss* ok for all that don't know i was working at the renniscannce festival well after getting to know everyone and after helping pack up i'm considering going on the road w/ someone i've met. I can either go now to the NY show or wait a montha dn jsut see what happens........^^: im thinking im goin got take the chance and go for it.....If so i'll be leaving tomarrow.....so ya ^^" ill be fine dont worry aobut me ill be back for awa nad dragon con,........<3 So dont worry bout me ok? <3<3 I'll be going w/ a guy named lewis or chance.....I'd leave POSSIbly with chance in a month adn lewis now. ^^" Im thinknig about going with lewis bt like i said ill be fine dont worry about me oaky?....I dont think ill be going to persacon now
 
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09:09am 22/05/2007
 
mood: confused
guess what?@?@ i got kicked out yayyyy*end sarcasm here* im living at inos now i gotta go finish a finall ill write more later
 
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02:39pm 18/05/2007
 
mood: confused
ya yesdterday i def. got friendliest person award from drama....I almsot cried i feel so at hoome with all of them i dont rreally want to leave...

and on a diffrent note:
its all my fault.....My moms been sucidl and sad and depressed and shhe pretty much blamed it on me. jsut cause i wont listen. nd i do listne i do what she says if i had money id give it to her. shes killing me shes slowly sucking all the life away from me go mom go drink you r heart out and fuck your boyfriend while is it at home babysitting

YOUR

kids. I don't want this. I dont want to be her, be like her, or have anyhting to do with her anymore. shes always in "tears" and shes always asking for pity and whats worse i can see my self being liek her becoming like her....i feel like shit...
Make matters worse i doubt me and greed wil become anything ^^: jsut a gut feeling i have. *shruggs*
 
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09:22am 10/05/2007
 
mood: anxious
ya so yeterdya was a mazing and yet shitty ^^" Um ya....Ben is Definetly being sent to Iraq it fucking sucks
 
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08:45am 07/05/2007
 
mood: sleepy
Im so sleepy @@ but ooh guess what!! me and pig got jobs ^-^ yay !! heehee at renfest well in allt echnicallities she got the job ^^: and im getting it soon ^^"" ~nyah =^..^= hehe ^^ i <3 it so @_@ but my social life is abot to go out the window ^^" oh well @_@ im single so i dont think i really nedd one right now and cause im a dork i know ill miss greed-kun @___@ not that i stand a chance or anything T-T *sigh* in good news im happier nowz
^^ <3 im excitied heehee alrighty i should probably go and work on my prodj now @@ Ja ne
 
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Important   
11:51pm 03/05/2007
 
mood: amused

GEORGIA KIDs



Does anyone ahve any rerenaissance clothiong they would liek to led me im trying to go as a gypsy on sun to ren fest ^^" please help ^^<3
 
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08:32am 30/04/2007
 
mood: depressed
for those that dont read my myspace blog:

well iw as hangin out w/ greed last night when my mom calls and is liek get home now @_@ so i had him drive me home and wehn i get home i was like ok so whats up...apperently my dad called and um for those that dont know my dads in jail he will be for the next 4 years and so i missed is call. Not a big deal to me im kinda mad at him for getting in trouble in the first place. but taht wsnt the reason he called he called to tell me that my cousin died Sat. night she was in a car crash.....TT_TT
 
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12:48am 29/04/2007
 
mood: cold
Lookie lookie proms ove and im alive^^: *sigh* and stillh avign ajitty week @_@ hopefuly gree diwll come and kidnap me @_@ cause i dont want to be here right now i think too much ;_;
 
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02:07am 28/04/2007
 
mood: crushed
imhaving an uber bad week and gueess what i jsut keeps getting worse,.....watch for prom tomarrow ill be one of the 49 that dies thatll just be my god damn luck ^_^;;
 
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08:36am 26/04/2007
 
mood: confused
Take me away from here
 
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Boy trouble .....Agian #_#   
08:28am 23/04/2007
 
mood: confused
Have you ever liked someone and then given up because you thoguht they wouldnt liek you? What if you found out they liked you...and it completly came outta no where? What if you were dating someone and even though you lied that person so much it jsut feels so right so natural when your by the other persons side. its like you cant explain it @_@ that it feels natural to cuddle and to hug and to be close I dunno Its Great but at the same time horrible....Why is everything so confusing....
 
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01:55pm 22/04/2007
 
mood: happy
Gahhh ^^: myspace isnt working and i need to talk to sometone @_@ Anyways yesterday was fun i got to hang out w/ greed-kun ^\\^ it was excting and fun and stuff ^0^ then toda yi get to see my Adam <33 Heehee this weekend is AMAZING !!!! I dunno im jsut in this amazing mood and it just feels like nothnig can go worng!! <3 either taht orim crazy ^^"
 
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10:02am 19/03/2007
 
mood: amused
momo con was fun....well at least Saturday was ^^" People liked my anko....w.ell yea people liked it cause i wasnt wwearing anything but @_@ haha so,e [people liked it jsut for the charecter and how sakura made it lolz ^^ it was fun i like cosplaying anko ^^ nyah!!! <3 Ill post piccs later on ^^ but it was soo much fun ^^ I did this Anko Kakashi picture and it was so akward lol but we were laughing ^^ and doing a kiba Anko picture lol I <3 Jason*greed* ^^ oh L-chan i met Kikumaru chan lol ^^ it was cool ^-^ and i have the Oresama shirt *0* <3 haha ^^" anyways ^^ ill be being a cam whore later tonight and post anko piccs and ill be like woot ^^ heehee nyah
 
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08:42am 12/03/2007
 
mood: amused
This weekend was Awesome ^0^

Friday! )

Saturday ^---^ )
</u>Sunday )
and count down to momo con 5 days ^^ i lvoe momo con cause its a small con where you cna see allyour friends that live around the state you dont normally see. ^^ and its cool cause its FREE!
 
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03:09pm 28/02/2007
 
mood: hyper
KAWAIIIIIII!!!! ^0^ get me soemthing from here pweeaasseeee!!<3<3 Heehee *cough Bryan cough*

OMG DEATH NOTE HEEHEE
 
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01:39am 26/02/2007
 
mood: bouncy
okay for the record

its my 18th b-day woohhhooooooo




3


and i have a b/f ad hes amazing ^^ and ya more on adam*the one from kell* later lol ^_^<3 *SQUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUEEEEEEEEE*
 
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